Where do I begin


Where do I begin, many years ago when I was in my 20’s I suffered with Chronic Nervous Indigestion, my daughter was 7 months old. I am not a religious person but I did recognise that that there is Supreme Being who created all things.  I was desperately ill not able to eat or drink and I felt immense pain on my chest – and I felt that I was dying.  I cried out to the creator stating that I did not believe in him.  Even though I had read Matthew – John in the gospels  However on crying out to God and feeling the release of the pain in my chest.  During the following months I was shown why I had been suffering the pains.  

Understanding traumatic events in my life.    

When we hold onto our own pain and grief it can bring about severe mental and physical issues.  Makes us withdraw – by my reaching out to the Creator It opened a door I never thought possible. It gave me clearer understanding of how much God loves us as Human Beings – no matter what and where we are at the time of the event that changes our lives for ever.

Over the years I have had occasions to seek alternative sources of help as I have had a serious problem with my Thyroid – had goitre in my neck.  Went to see the Drs that the said that I needed to have my thyroid removed and be on Thyroxin for the rest of my life – I went in search of an alternative method of treatment.  I met a young lady from India who was a dietician she checked it out for me – she suggested I eat more fish  – Iodine deficiency – I had a dream when I saw Yeshua/Jesus sitting over a fire with Fish and Honeycomb for me – so I went in search of a source of Iodine – I was recommended some Sea Kelp for Norway – I took it for 6 months at 6 a day and it brought the goitre down to nothing – over the years I had taken it intermittently when I started to feel low or tired or even putting on weight without really changing my diet.  The metabolism is controlled by the Thyroid.   My last blood test showed I was clear from any trace of the thyroid problem.

I have a great deal of issues with the Pharmaceutical industry their synthetic and chalk and trial and error attitude to people well-being – rather unpleasant when you consider it could be you they are trying a new drug on – because they need to find the right dose to help others – so they do not mind if it kills people along the way – putting down to underlying illnesses.   

My own mother had been treated for years for Rheumatoid Arthritis and in the end she died of Cancer of the Kidney – let me see the combination of chalk and synthetic materials which our bodies are not able to filter could have been the cause of the cancer in her kidney.   She had it removed and within a very short while she was dead.  Let me see – I think I have good reason not to trust the medical profession.  As I also worked as a medical secretary for many years too I typed up notes and their findings and was shocked to hear that they were trying and testing drugs on people at different levels to find out what kind of side effects and results they would get at different dosages.  Really we are Human Beings not guinea pigs. (I would not even treat a guinea-pig they way the medical profession treat people) Science does not have the answer only God has the complete knowledge and truth about all things.  Him I trust – with all my life – whether I live or die is in HIS HANDS ALONE.

I do spend a lot of my time seeking the Fathers advice and understanding and knowledge regarding my own life and that of which I see around me.  We are a disgusting mess – we treat each other really badly and even to the point of hating our fellow human being.

When I was marred in 1993 I went to live in Spain briefly with my new husband – oh joy.

We came back at the end of 1993 as he was unable to find work for the winter despite having been offered it.  He was unable to cope with life – sadly he was a wrong choice for me.  I learned a very hard lesson being with him.  We did have some great times together be we were totally unsuitable.

I got sick with Hep B which nearly killed me.  My daughter nursed me through nearly a year of sickness, Jaundiced and unable to eat properly my daughter was 17 at the time and my husband was nowhere to be seen – could not handle the fact that I was not able to give him money or be there for him as and when he wanted.  Unable to see me suffering he chose to abandon me.  Something that I HAD not realised he had done until my daughter was telling me of that time of our lives.  Sadly he had now passed away. 

Now I look back at the events of that time and as she was telling me about it she said that she had called the Drs in a few times and a few times I nearly died.  She was terrified and felt very alone except for her own friends who came and helped her with me.  There was one of my own friends who came to help – someone whom had said previously that she had not wanted to be my friend or could every see me as her friend it is amazing how we do not really know who are true friends are until we are in times of trouble.  I thank God for all those who came to help my daughter at that time and pray that their lives will be blessed with coming to know the Creator. God Yehovah, Maker of Heaven and Earth and every-thing living in and on the earth. We are privileged that He sought to create us in His own Image.  We betray Him and ourselves when we point the finger at another in Judgment and hate.  We are called to love our enemies and pray for those who despitefully abuse us.

In 2006 I married again after divorcing the first husband something I really had not wanted to do despite all the issues we had that separated us.  My second husband was a really lovely man but suffered terribly with Hypochondriac issues.  From the first months of us being together he was always checking his blood pressure and taking meds.  At first I put down to the fact that his divorce had left him feeling rather shattered – I should have given him a wide birth too.  Sadly I am a mug and look after stray dogs and people and end up in situations which are neither helpful to anyone.  To not to go into too much detail in 2011 he took his own life thinking that he would be less of a burden to me – unfortunately he left me is a situation where I can neither be with anyone else in a relationship – which I think was a cruel turn of events as his previous wife was able to do just that.

Any way after he died I went to live in Span trying to get away from the house and memories of finding him. 

It is a dreadful place to be in the one who is left behind no matter what the circumstances. 

Dealing with the anger and frustration of not being able to move on with my life I was stuck in a rut for 6 years. 

Lovely house great friends and location – just so much wrong with the situation because it never achieved its original goal I had hoped it would give me.  A new life and start with fresh ideas and plans.  In the end I had to make a decision because of Brexit and sell the house.  Wow that was a challenge in its self-preparing the house for sale – not quite sure how it would be – in the end it sold and now I am back in the UK – wow not that was close.  I came back in November last year – wow nowhere to live not sure where I want to be whether back up North to the Midlands or stay down south in Eastbourne.  I had known for a while that Eastbourne was a pretty special place for me to be in although I did not know it at the time.  Looking back I could have been in the Midlands away from my daughter again and not be able to with her or share time with her.  Thank God that even though it has been hard I made the decision to buy a static caravan as I was not sure what or where I wanted to be.  My first caravan I bought is in New Beach near Hythe – beautiful place great location for families.  Anyway it turned out not to be the right place and I needed to buy one nearer to my daughter and Eastbourne so I purchased my home near to Eastbourne.  I do love my holiday home and have got some interesting people around me. 

We have had so much to contend with this year 2020 and we still do not know where it is all going to lead in the flesh – however in the Spiritual realms I do know that as we look up we see our Redeemer returning as the time and historical is all lining up just as His word said it would. 

There is much we do not fully understand but we can be assured of one thing He never lies nor does He make false promises nor does He cheat us.  We have done all those things to Him by our betrayal and lack of obedience or understanding of what He had ordained us as Mankind to do – LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS HE HAS LOVED US – FORGIVE AND REPENT OUR SELFISH WAYS AND turn our hearts back to Him in obedience and start to love our fellow human being. 

We are all mortal while we live as we do but He has promised that we will put on our immortal bodies when He returns and we become like Him.  Sadly there those on this earth whom God already knows that have like Judas been selected to do evil to their fellow human beings – they too will reap their just rewards.  We are called to forgive and pray for those who despitefully abuse us.  We see so much pain and suffering and wonder how can we help those around us find a kinder way to resolve their heartache and misery. 

For me as someone constantly looking for alternative methods to help relieve the suffering in myself and others and spend many nights praying for understanding one thing has been made very clear to me we must get back to the beginning.  We look at how it all began – He created the Heavens and the Earth placed all the animals, and trees for fruit and food for us to eat both animal and fish and fruit.  We were also given the trees and plants for healing.  The past couple of years I have been looking at understanding how God chooses to heal His children. 

Understanding how Oils come into play when He sent the people to the priests to be receive healing through pray and laying on of hands and oils and ointments were given to the people to help them with their healing process.  When we see how the disciples were given the command to go out and heal the sick they went and healed the sick with prayer and with the laying of hands and with oils.  They were not just any old oil they were pure unadulterated oils which were used for many uses in the home and on the body both for lovely perfumes and fragrances in the rooms as well as on the body.  For me the Father has spoken clearly to me to use the oils for healing – I went on a journey to discover just what He meant as I had no experience or knowledge that there were such a wide range of beautiful oils and their purposes for our healing both Spiritually and mentally and physically.  Wow so much is to learn and understand but so far my journey had been on of great discovery.

Through this blog I hope to help you come to know how you too can enjoy the great gifts of life changes as you unravel your inner self from all its pain and traumatic experiences.  I am not perfect by any means nor do I claim to know much except from my own personal experience I have found them beneficial especially at times of great stress having a calming oil like Lavender being dispersed into my living room and on my pillow as a soother I find that I am calmer in myself.  I diffuse my own oils in accordance to the needs of my prayer and mental state – sometimes admitting you are weak and unable to cope is better than trying to remain strong and really struggling with so much pain and anxiety within yourself. 

I learned a really hard lesson while I was in Spain as I was in the process of selling my house.  I am alone no husband or companion only God as my source of encouragement and life. 

There was a night where I THOUGHT it was truly over for me.  I once again suffered a great pain in my chest and felt completely unable to do anything at it was very late at night and I was speaking with my daughter on the phone – I remember saying to her I may not make it through the night.  When I went to my bed that night I cried to the Father if it is your will that you plan to take me then take me because I was convinced there was no way out.  I was totally amazed that I woke up in the morning a  completely changed person – you see only God can take your life from you- no man can – the Father has a time and place for all people – He is in control and no matter what the so called experts say they are Not God.  They cannot give YOU  life only God can. 

So if you think that by saving your life by any other method than by laying at the Fathers throne you will lose it.  Only the Great I Am can make that call on every living being on this planet and beyond.

I am learning more and more each day how to achieve a better standard of well-being and balance using really pure and genuine oils which I have been working with for a while now. I would like to introduce them to you.

Making the most of Gods Gifts

During the years I have sought to find solutions to my own health issues by seeking Alternative lifestyle choices and healing. My journey has thus far drawn a blank until I discovered a great book called Healing Oils of the Bible. I then was given the opportunity to discover the great advantages of using the oils in my own home and on my own body, I have also learned the value of using certain oils which help with my past health issues.

I do highly recommend you have a good look round these great oils and if you need further information please do not hesitate to contact me.

A lovely mix blended for fun

Tonight I made myself and my daughter a lovely combination oil for our beauty treatments and peace of mind, stress busters.

I combined both Olive Oil (extra virgin) and Thieves and Lavender to make a really lovely soothing scent for ourselves.

I am sure you would also enjoy the combination.

I mixed 2 drops of thieves with 3 drops of lavender to a dark oil bottle for better preservation.

It can be used topically or diffused in water for the diffuser or even sprinkle a few drops onto a potpurri of your choice.

Lavender (Lavandula angustifolia) has a fresh, sweet, floral, herbaceous aroma that is soothing and refreshing. Because it is the most versatile of all essential oils, no home should be without it. It is great for winding down before bedtime, yet has balancing properties that make it just as beneficial for boosting stamina and energy. Lavender is highly regarded for skin and beauty. The French scientist René Gattefossé was the first to discover these properties when he severely burned his hands in a laboratory explosion.

Thieves® is a sweet and spicy aromatic blend of Clove, Eucalyptus Radiata, Lemon, Cinnamon and Rosemary. Enhance your wellbeing and place onto your pulse points and chest, diluting with a carrier oil, for an invigorating experience. Or you may want to transform your home by simply adding a few drops into a spray bottle filled with water before spritzing your space. Inspired by nature, this special blend is said to provide protection.

For more information about the oils I use in my preparations for me and my daughter please do join me and enjoy the fruits of your own labour in your homes and see what a great time you could have with great products. I really enjoy the Essential Oils I use.

I am also going to put my own mixes into my car diffuser

Diffuse your favourite essential oils wherever you go with Young Living’s USB Diffuser. Use it with your laptop or in your car, or bring it along when you travel. It’s mobile, compact and silent, with 10-second, 30-second or 60-second diffusion interval settings.

Diffuse your way stress free

I would like to introduce you to a combination I have used to day to help reduce stress in my own life.

Using this has really helped relieve the stress of every day life. Even has calmed down the dogs and they are chilling nicely. So all in all a great combination.

Lavender (Lavandula angustifolia) has a fresh, sweet, floral, herbaceous aroma that is soothing and refreshing. Because it is the most versatile of all essential oils, no home should be without it. It is great for winding down before bedtime, yet has balancing properties that make it just as beneficial for boosting stamina and energy. Lavender is highly regarded for skin and beauty. The French scientist René Gattefossé was the first to discover these properties when he severely burned his hands in a laboratory explosion.

Peppermint essential oil provides a familiar, recognisable scent, but Peppermint is so much more than just a nostalgic, fresh aroma. This oil can be diffused to create a stimulating, focused atmosphere for daily tasks. You can also apply it topically to create a cool, tingling sensation on the skin, which can be very soothing after hard physical activity. We recommend using Peppermint essential oil aromatically or topically anytime you want to add a pleasant variety to your routine!

·  Cools fatigued muscles after physical activity

·  Produces a focused environment when diffused

·  Provides a refreshing experience when mixed with your favourite shampoo or when applied to skin after a warm day in the sun

·  Creates an invigorating and refreshing experience when inhaled

I enjoyed the mix and would love to share it with you.

Helmet of Deliverance

Considering the fears and insecurities of life today I have had an experience I would like to share.

I was thinking about the whole armour of God that He has given to us as we reach out and follow in His teachings and footsteps.

My night went really strangely thinking about how we need to protect our minds from the fiery darts of the enemy that has got control of most people. Satan is roaming around like a lion devouring whom He will because He knows his time is short and He is very aware the Father God is about to work His power again in the earth.

I was praying about how we can really find a solution. We are called to resist the enemy and he will flee away from you. 1 saint on his/her knees can make the enemy flee and fly away as he knows that you are holding onto God and His promises and His word is true and just.

I thought about Ephesians 6

1 Children, what you should do in union with the Lord is obey your parents, for this is right. 

2 “Honor your father and mother” – this is the first commandment that embodies a promise – 

3 “so that it may go well with you, and you may live long in the Land. 

4 Fathers, don’t irritate your children and make them resentful; instead, raise them with the Lord’s kind of discipline and guidance. 

5 Slaves, obey your human masters with the same fear, trembling and singleheartedness with which you obey the Messiah. 

6 Don’t obey just to win their favor, serving only when they are watching you; but serve as slaves of the Messiah, doing what God wants with all your heart. 

7 Work willingly as slaves, as people do who are serving not merely human beings but the Lord. 

8 Remember that whoever does good work, whether he be a slave or a free man, will be rewarded by the Lord. 

9 And masters, treat your slaves the same way. Don’t threaten them. Remember that in heaven both you and they have the same Master, and he has no favorites. 

10 Finally, grow powerful in union with the Lord, in union with his mighty strength! 

11 Use all the armor and weaponry that God provides, so that you will be able to stand against the deceptive tactics of the Adversary. 

12 For we are not struggling against human beings, but against the rulers, authorities and cosmic powers governing this darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realm. 

13 So take up every piece of war equipment God provides; so that when the evil day comes, you will be able to resist; and when the battle is won, you will still be standing. 

14 Therefore, stand! Have the belt of truth buckled around your waist, put on righteousness for a breastplate, 

15 and wear on your feet the readiness that comes from the Good News of shalom. 

16 Always carry the shield of trust, with which you will be able to extinguish all the flaming arrows of the Evil One. 

17 And take the helmet of deliverance; along with the sword given by the Spirit, that is, the Word of God; 

18 as you pray at all times, with all kinds of prayers and requests, in the Spirit, vigilantly and persistently, for all God’s people. 

We need to humble ourselves and seek the Creator of the Universe to come and restore His order and His teachings in the earth.

I have been reading the book of Enoch and Jasher recently and the revelations they have opened up for me it is amazing.

I went for a walk last night on the beach and looked up at all the stars in the heavens in their place in line with their commands and boundaries that The Creator God has placed on them. For the first time in my life I saw a shooting star. There is definitely something happening in the Spiritual realms and heavenly realms that is amazing to know that as we are told to Look Up as our Redemption /Liberation draws nigh. There is only the Heavenly Father that is able to defeat the enemy, which he did on the cross but as I have seen through the information I have read, Mankind has chosen to disregard Him and insists that He does not exist.

To me the Creator God is very real and very present and very much a powerful being I would not want to come face to face with and deny Him.

He is able to take us out in a twinkling of an eye – without any weapons.

He is the life giver and law giver – following His teachings and Laws we have a chance of peace and harmony and we certainly would enjoy long life.

For me the choice is simple. Come to the Father and ask for forgiveness and ask for Him to teach you His ways not the traditions of man and the doctrines of Man but His ways and seek the Kingdom of Heaven.

I was thinking of the Hymn All things bright and beautiful, all things great and small, the Lord God made them all. if you think of how wonderfully made we are and how much He cares for us.

Putting the Helmet on and blocking out the words of fear and hate and distrust from our minds and seek His face and His ways we will then find we have a peace in our minds and we can stand up and give Praise and Worship to the King of the Universe.

He is coming to wipe out the wicked and evil and bring about a new reign of Peace in Him. End of the book of Revelations states this very clearly.

So look up and start to seek the Father and acknowledge your lack of knowledge, or trust in Him. Humble ourselves before Him and ask for His will to be done in our lives.

Remember He is the Creator of the Universe and is well able to wipe us out at His Word.

Feet a very important part of our anatomy

Bearing in mind the constant use these appendages have and the wear and tear of footwear choices we make we really do not give our feet the special treatment they deserve.

Last night I got to thinking about the importance of taking care of our feet.  The need to make sure that they are happy feet not tired achy and miserable – which in turn makes us miserable

Looking at the question of my own feet, I have damaged my toes with badly fitting shoes, stubbed my toes. Twisted my ankles on both feet and even broken one ankle and torn the ligaments in the other. 

Well now why do I then think that my feet are going to be helping me much when it comes to walking and running for any distance if I do not take better care of them.

I am seriously looking at how to care for my feet better.  After all from our feet we do transfer a lot of pain and grief to the rest of our bodies.  Also the soles of our feet are a reservoir of information to the rest of our body too.  Vital organs can be affected and helped by the application of the right oils at the right points on our feet.

As you can see that by our being more aware of the importance of our feet we would be well advised to take better care of them.

I for one, have started to learn just how much they are important – we take so much for granted in life.  Sadly when things start to go bad for us we start to run to the Drs who do their best to help however – what a great joy it is to know that we can actually look after ourselves much better by being more informed on how and what all the parts mean to us to help us to over- come different issues as they arise in our bodies. 

Bearing in mind, I am a complete novice at this and am finding my way by learning from others and being able to integrate their knowledge into my own.  It is a blessing that so many people who have already done a lot of the harder work for me. 

I was considering the actions of the Yeshua/Jesus and how when he humbled himself to wash the feet of the disciples and how incredibly  privileged they were to actually be in daily contact with Him and how the young woman who cried her tears of repentance onto the feet of Yeshua/Jesus the impact it had on all those around them it had.  What a great gift He has given to us to show us a way of being humble, compassionate and kind and merciful.  Everyone who called and went to Him were never turned away, always received what they needed from Him whether it was a word or healing.

Looking over my night’s adventure into learning the importance of our feet really got me thinking.

Not just the activities we do and how we always seem to overdo our activity sometimes and wonder why our feet and backs hurt and our heads are in a state of shock too tired to think straight. 

Taking care of our feet is paramount to the best health possible for the rest of our bodies.

Learning to apply the right oils and blends is my goal for the next year and discovering just how well it will make me feel too is a bonus. 

Foot Spa for treating your feet like royalty

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Just a reminder of just how important we are to the Almighty God of the Universe.

He created us in His own image and he knows all our weaknesses.  I think this is one of the most beautiful  encouraging words I have come across and I have had it many years in my home and is a constant reminder of Who cares for me.

Learning about the way these amazing oils work for you.


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I am sharing my life choices to encourage others to look more seriously at their own choices. Learning to take care of oneself if important. Not in a egotistical way just in an everyday understanding that your health and well-being is important. To find out more click here

Understanding the balance in your own body is so important

Whether you’re a fussy eater or whether you are a eat whatever you fancy kind of gal.  There is always room for improvement.  For me,  I am discovering – late in life just how important what we eat and how we eat is so very important to our overall well-being.

I am very concerned with especially the way hormones of a wide range are being used in our food prepacked and frozen food and the quality of the meats we eat and where they are coming from.

Recently I have been extremely concerned with the way because of the situation we have all found ourselves in through no fault of own except that we have become super-reliant of the big supermarket chains and highly processed food for ease of keeping longer in our fridges etc. 

Not only do the meat industry put hormones in our animals we are eating but the hormones that get into the sea which has been coming from us humans from the way the lifestyle of contraceptives and hormone replacement therapy has been coming on strong over the years.  I asked myself whether it is a wise way to be treating ourselves in such a manner.  Would it not be better to get back to a more balanced and more eco -friendly way of treating our bodies .

Recently been reading a lovely book written by Dr Mariza Snyder – The Essential Oils –  Hormone Solution.  In it she has made extremely valid and wonderful suggestions on how we too can improve our health and balance in our own lives if we choose to take some time and trouble to learn from those who have put time and energy into discovering the solutions.  However I am a beginner in all this and am learning to understand the importance for myself.  I am not fond of pharmaceutical remedies and have always looked for alternatives.  My Drs have all known that I will look for alternatives and as the results have proved successful in my own health I have been happy to discover more and more , and in doing so help others to find their path back to good health and balanced minds and bodies.

In her book she has got a great quiz regarding whether your status at present is due to mental (stress, anxiety or frustrations) or hormone based problems.  I know I am very interested to learn more to help myself get rebalanced – I initially bought the book to see how I can help my daughter who is at the beginning stages of coming into the menopause.  (some people suffer more than others ) I for instance did not have many issues as I was not  a very fertile woman in the first place.  On the other hand someone who has had multiple children and loads of issues which have caused her great distress – yet none of the Doctors can figure out how to help her I have taken it upon myself to help her find a well balanced solution. 

There is much to be said about discovering for yourself how to help yourself.  Overall it it is up to each of us to seek the way for our health matters.  I am also happy to share what I learn along the way.

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Pet Friendly

Do you have a pet that gets stressed in anyway. I know my dog gets really stressed with reflections on the ceiling and problems with motor bikes.

I am looking to treat her with some blends made for Pets over the next few months to see if it will help her.

I know when she sits with me in the evening when the diffuser is on she is less stressed as it does have a blend I have put together for my own needs. It does help her too.

All these oils can be found on my website

A little help from Frank.

This is one of oils I use in my water in the mornings and find it works well as a diffuser as well at taken orally. I have been doing an experiment to see if it eases the stiffness in my injured right hand, it has been both very stiff and painful for the past few years and having embarked on this journey of discovery I have found that this with other oils combined it has been of benefit to me.

See all the products which you may be interested in. Do not hesitate to join me if you would like to learn more.

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